Wednesday, April 28, 2010

i am the girl

I am the girl who sits behind you in class, the one you never noticed, the one who always stared at your back.
I am the girl who was your friend, the one you lied to, manipulated and made mad.
I am the girl you deflowered when no meant yes. The one you took advantage of, you tainted, you hurt.
I am the girl who was never good enough, the one who wasn't her. The one you used and you never admitted to.
I am the girl who was not popular enough, the one you got rid of because of the expectations I wouldn't live up to.
I am the girl who you thought would make you forget, the one who you never spoke of,the one you deceived with another.
I am the girl you had when the drugs weren't enough, the one you beat and you battered.
I am the girl you used because she was not around, the one you snuck around with, the one who got you down.
I am the girl who loved you the most, the one who made you her life, the one who left because I just loved you way too much.
I am the girl who was broken,scarred, tainted, and tired.
I am the girl in your classes, your arms, your bed, and your head.
I am the girl
the girl
the girl who learned better.