I think I'm about ready
to stand up on my own two feet
to look my enemies in the eye
and review back to that past time
I'm ready to go at this
and fight my battles solo
It's time that I finally
face my ghosts and live this life alone.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
taking the steps
So I stand here now, at the cusp of a new dawning time
Every season is a new change
every new moment, is a moment I didn't have before.
I'm moving forward without looking behind
I won't be peering over my shoulder any longer
No more dwelling on the time I had before
I'm taking steps to further enlightenment
and I'm leaving the past behind
I'm making choices primarily for me
I'm ready and full of strength
For the first time in my life
I'm feeling confident and at peace
I'm my own woman and I'm so full of dreams.
Every season is a new change
every new moment, is a moment I didn't have before.
I'm moving forward without looking behind
I won't be peering over my shoulder any longer
No more dwelling on the time I had before
I'm taking steps to further enlightenment
and I'm leaving the past behind
I'm making choices primarily for me
I'm ready and full of strength
For the first time in my life
I'm feeling confident and at peace
I'm my own woman and I'm so full of dreams.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
no title
I can't write about you anymore, I don't want to write about you anymore
I'm tired of you in my brain, I'm tired of you in my dreams
Why can't I find solitude even in the darkest time of day
You're still there haunting my days, why won't you go away?
You're not my one love anymore, you didn't even love me as it were
what we had was real but so premature, there's nothing like it anymore
And I still look to the day, when I see your face again
I can't wait to look at it with spite and say
We never were right and I wasted my time of day.
I'm tired of you in my brain, I'm tired of you in my dreams
Why can't I find solitude even in the darkest time of day
You're still there haunting my days, why won't you go away?
You're not my one love anymore, you didn't even love me as it were
what we had was real but so premature, there's nothing like it anymore
And I still look to the day, when I see your face again
I can't wait to look at it with spite and say
We never were right and I wasted my time of day.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
5.9.10
How does it feel to have her on your arm?
How would you feel if you saw my face again?
Would it wake up something inside of you?
Am I still the only one you've ever loved?
How does it feel to play my old role?
How does it feel to know you were last resort?
Does he look at you like he did at me?
Could he ever love you like he loved me?
How does it feel to know I've found someone else?
How does it feel to know I look at him that way you loved?
Do you know that he's everything you never were?
Would it hurt you to know he may be my one?
It's been half a year since we kissed.
This is the longest we've ever been apart
Does it hurt you to know I'm better off like this?
Would it bother you to know that I've never felt like this?
For the first time since I met you I am truly at peace.
How would you feel if you saw my face again?
Would it wake up something inside of you?
Am I still the only one you've ever loved?
How does it feel to play my old role?
How does it feel to know you were last resort?
Does he look at you like he did at me?
Could he ever love you like he loved me?
How does it feel to know I've found someone else?
How does it feel to know I look at him that way you loved?
Do you know that he's everything you never were?
Would it hurt you to know he may be my one?
It's been half a year since we kissed.
This is the longest we've ever been apart
Does it hurt you to know I'm better off like this?
Would it bother you to know that I've never felt like this?
For the first time since I met you I am truly at peace.
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