Sunday, February 14, 2010

my valentines day sonnet

I am afraid, I am afraid of you, I am afraid of you and her. I hide behind my mask of happiness and prosperity but it is all a lie. I’m trying to make you believe that I am alright.

And although I know I did the right thing , I’m lying through my teeth that I am through. Cause I’m not, I’m still standing here lost and confused.

I am just a sad little girl, closing my eyes trying to think of things that bring me closer to you. You’re just a memory now, faded and foggy.

I wish I could clear the fog but I know that to do that would be a stab straight to my heart.

Because you have moved on and are far gone, far gone, so gone. I wish I were gone.

I wish I could wake up to a brand new day, a day without your memory, a day that’s all my own.

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